Poems….

So its been a few yrs since i’ve written a poem of any breath except in my head. here it is Tell me what you think Breath in my body life in my lungs you alone sustain me you alone captivate me capture my heart oh lord woo me into your presence in your presence [...]

Life, Love and the….

Destruction of Everything I thought I held dear…. So seriously this weekend has been really interesting for me. Actually this entire past week. I found out that I won’t be on MT. But I still feel called to serve in that aspect. I understand their reasoning but I don’t agree with it. Also I have [...]

Marvelous Light

Verse 1 I once was fatherless, a stranger with no hope; Your kindness wakened me, Awakened me, from my sleep. Verse 2 Your love it beckons deeply, A call to come and die. By grace now I will come And take this life, take your life. Pre-chorus Sin has lost its power, death has lost [...]

A spiritual update

I have come to the conclusion that I am screwed in my life. No matter how hard I try I fail. Yet contrast that in no matter how hard I try to follow G-d I fail. I can’t do this. I’m tried of the failure. I’m tired of falling on my face. I sit here [...]

Protected: Just My Luck

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As I sit…

I sit here and smile at my fortune of being alive, I know that the pain and love I feel lets me know that I am not dead, that I have chosen to be alive emotionally. The question of “Why?” consistently, constantly pounds through my head as I go throughout my day, as I wonder [...]