my bleeding bloody heart

Hmm, I dunno I just feel like blogging right now…. My heart is bleeding, I wish I could make it stop. I finally got to know someone, let them past my walls and then she stabbed me. and every so often its like she enjoys twisting the knife. I know I know she’s going through [...]

Fire Breathes

Where am I going? Who am I? What am I doing with my life? These are the questions that have plagued me as of late. My problem isn’t so much answering them as having the courage, fortitude, and willpower to move forward in them and the journey along the way. I am going wherever the [...]

Understanding anew

So this past sunday i had a revelation about something that I havent thought about in a while. I called it the pain of remembrance. I usually only encouter it after my heart has been dealt a blow or when I’m encountering hardships of any sort and I’ve been through similar circumstance or I allow [...]

Provision

Sometimes in life you realize how screwed up you are and other times you are completely oblivious to it. Back in June I moved from Tucson, AZ to Knoxville, TN. I love it out here, it is absolutely beautiful here. Since moving out here I have had a crappy job, it doesn’t pay well and [...]

Joy of the Lord

What does it mean to really truly have he fear of the Lord? I asked a few ppl this question…here are the responses 1. Unable to be Stolen 2. Fear of the Lord 3. That we were not meant for this broken world, we are meant to be with Him and that there is more [...]

TMM Summer

Ok, So I havent posted here in a while, sorry I want to say just how much I have loved being back here at my home, back at TMM. This summer has been one of the most traumatic, life-changing and most pleasure fill times in my life to date. So many things have happened. So [...]

Protected: Just My Luck

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Japanese Random Translations

So, I got bored and found a site to do translations of simple words Stoney = suto^ni^ Craig = kureigu Davis = debisu Tyrone = teiro^n Elisabeth = erizabeto Sparky = tanebi Kaitlin = keitorin Patricia = patorishia Lovely wife = aisai love / affection = aijou pain = itazuki suffering = kataku God = [...]

poem title?

the smell has left my senses yet i still smell you you have left my sight yet i still see you in my vision i lie there at night yet sleep does not come you left me yet you still occupy my mind i worry about you like no one else yet nothing else has [...]

how much

how much pain and suffering is in my offering how much must I endure before i have grown past it I know that the pain I feel is only in my head that does not lessen it, nor make it any less real it only defines how little barriers i have against it. For because [...]