Provision December 19, 2008 at 01:47
Sometimes in life you realize how screwed up you are and other times you are completely oblivious to it. Back in June I moved from Tucson, AZ to Knoxville, TN. I love it out here, it is absolutely beautiful here. Since moving out here I have had a crappy job, it doesn’t pay well and I don’t like it, I got dumped, I don’t know how I pay for rent or pay my bills every month but somehow I have kept my head above water. I can only attest this to God’s provision, whenever I have needed someone to listen to me someone showed up. Whenever I needed money to pay for rent or bills or anything else it’s been there. My life has been a roller coaster ride lately and even though it’s felt like a living hell I have grown through it and wouldn’t trade it for anything. Right now I am finding out the difference between wants and needs. I desire to eat out and have my belly full, I need to eat. I want to have a decent car or go see a movie or…. and I have a car (it doesn’t move fast but it goes point A to point B) and most movies aren’t worth watching.
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