Life, Love and the…. December 17, 2008 at 01:40
Destruction of Everything I thought I held dear….
So seriously this weekend has been really interesting for me. Actually this entire past week. I found out that I won’t be on MT. But I still feel called to serve in that aspect. I understand their reasoning but I don’t agree with it. Also I have been having issues with a friend of mine at church, serious major issues, its also gotten to the point that me and my mom sat down and discussed what was wrong in my life. Sadly enough even though I don’t want to listen to it. she has been right. These two things combined force me to realize that I have truly fallen farther than I thought. I have fallen prey to a morass of lies and deceit, of sad to say arrogance, and a demeanor not fitting of a Christian. And unfortunately I just found out about all of this so I’m not too sure what all I need to do to fix this but ideas and prayer would be helpful. Also just pray for me that I would not run from this and would face this fire head on.
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